Fine! Whatever

I have to stop talking about stuff I'm excited about.  I don't know how often it happens to the rest of you all out there, but every god damned time I have something in the works and get hyper over the project, it falls through on me.  Totally bottom out on me.
I mean on everything, from projects to relationships/friendships. 

It's usually a situation where I'm working with someone or planning something with someone and they just bail on me.  After I've been talking about it for days/weeks what have you. 
I do not think I can go through another frealing disappointment career wise.  Dude, I'm at my wits end.

Christ, I really do think I live in a version of the hellmouth.