Thursday 2011 7th April

Just finished reading Committed by Elizabeth Gilbert.  That was for book club. Here is the post for anyone who wants to jump in and talk about the book or topic

As I've said over the course of the last week,  this book had me emotional and thinking.

One massive question I have now is what would I bring to a marriage?    I mean that completely. 
Most couples bring two lives with them, His -family, friends, coworkers, hobbies, job  and Her- family, friends, coworkers, hobbies, job.
Um,  as you know by now from the last few years of me talking wide open on the blogs,  that I don't have that.  

God, that is so painfully sad to think.  That when I find the future Mr. Blood it will be a very uneven arrangement.  Unless something drastic changes really soon that is.  
I'd be bringing my hobbies, my "job", and that's really about it.  As given my "job" is doing book reviews, I do not have "coworkers"  and at this point in time, I do not have "friends"  as much as I do acquaintances.  And my family... well let's not even get into that.

Damn it, I'm just going to go cry myself to sleep now, and maybe hang myself in the oven.